I love couse I hate

Whenever I look at the past 
I can see my mistakes 
Wrong in my personal test
But now I can not stop

Forgiveness does not matter anymore
No, it is not for pride 
If you've closed the door
And walk in your own ride

I never asked to return 
But it hurts me to see you leave 
You can see my heart burn
It's not a problem if you don't excuse me